This has been a crazy week for me. Monday I met with financial planner and I was supposed to meet with accountant at same time but he was very sick. Tuesday I met with professional organizer. I didn’t gel with her so im just going to figure out something else. Wednesday they were showing a movie for writing class but I was too wiped to go. Thursday accountant came to house so I had to tidy and groceries delivered so I actually had to do dishes. And today I have an appointment to look at apartment.
I should be pacing myself much better than this but I have to sell the house in order for the estate to be settled. Which means I have to find a place to live. A place I love.
There is a part of me that is excited for a chance to decorate the way I want. Finally have a proper writing room. Time to write. No more responsibilities if looking after a house. But at the same time I have been dreaming a lot of Mom and Janet lately. It’s sad leaving the only home that I have ever known. Thankfully a friend is going with me because I really need the support right now.
The past six months have been a whirlwind. There are days when I can’t even believe Mom is gone. I’m going through boxes trying to figure out what to keep.
I’m looking forward to the gentle stream instead of the rushing Rapids,